December 2009
97 posts
Why is sexuality repressed in our society? You all are going to have sex someday. You might as well talk about it.
My top ten favorite musicians, in no particular...
nosferatued:
Depeche Mode
David Bowie
Lady Gaga
Duran Duran
Bauhaus
Joy Division
The Cure
Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds
Michael Jackson
Queen
Please be my best friend! With the exception of Lady Gaga (and Michael Jackson) we have practically the same musical taste palate.
13830.) I stop following people if they use the...
(via blogsecret)
Chances are you are not following me. I overuse emoticons.
I just noticed you called today. I will not call you back ever again. I will not text you nor IM you over aim. I poured my heart out to you, apologized when it wasn’t my fault, and said I would do anything to have you back. You rejected me. I cannot let myself love you.
Act one, Scene one
Why, such is love’s transgression griefs of mine own lie heavy in my breast. Which thou wilt propagate to have it prest with more of this; this love that thou haist shown. Doth add more grief to too much of mine own. Love is a smoke raised with the fumes of sighs, being purged a fire sparking in lover’s eyes, being vexed a sea nourished with lover’s tears. What is it else? A...
Dear You,
After you called a “waste” you made me realize that you’re a totally different person that what I thought. At one point in time I thought you were funny, nice, and everything I wanted but oh how that changed. You’re degrading, mean, and ostensible. You might be thinking that I’m still upset at you for not taking me back but I could care the fuck less. I’m more...
To be brave is to love someone unconditionally...
(via runawaytrain)
My friends always tell me that love cannot go one way. I assure you it can. I love without expecting anything in return. It doesn’t go so good most of the time but I can heal. I can get over it. Hmm, maybe that is why all of my boyfriend’s are lying cheating bastards.
Today is going to be grand.
I can already tell.
One reason I hate my little brother. . .
iamthetinman:
“I left that last night before I remember that your a jack ass YOU need to grow up,…..Wait thats not possible I meant Go die cause no one cares if you do…. God your such a sick freak I can’t wait till you leave Love the better looking brother”
He tells me these things all the time. Last night he called me a dick face and told me not to start anythings, and I said how about you...
November 20th, 2009
allthelivesimnotliving:
I miss you. Everyday.
Why is it so hard to get someone out of your thoughts? :(
I think I have a masochistic personality disorder.
A maschistic personality disorder is:
A) A pervasive pattern of self-defeating behavior, beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts. The person may often avoid or undermine pleasurable experiences, be drawn to situations or relationships in which he or she will suffer, and prevent others from helping him, as indicated by at...
I hate how people just want to hang out with me when I have drugs. Fuck that and fuck them. I don’t need friends like you.
Merry Christmas!
Even though I hate Christmas. What did you guys get for Christmas? The only thing I received was a hair straightener. Are they trying to tell me something? Hahaa.
But it doesn’t matter, because in the end I’ll take you back. I’m a stupid girl.
13610.) I narrate my life when I'm alone.
(via blogsecret) Huh? You too? I thought I was the only one besides Peter Griffin.
Insomnia
After a long dispute with my insomnia, sleep won. Last night I slept the longest I have slept in months and I feel amazing. My mental breakdown last night was actually good for me. I talked to Matt. I couldn’t stand us not being friends anymore. I really miss him. He was one of my best friends over the summer even if it was only online. I still think about the time he came to visit when we...
Some days I feel like everything is collapsing and I can do nothing to help it. Welbutrin, Abilify, and Seroquel here I come.
Fun Fact: Whenever someone says "reblog if" and...
cwphoto:
Reblog this if you agree. Ha!
I hate Tumblarlity.
I have spent the last twenty minutes trying to figure out who reblogged what. Tumblr you make me so mad sometimes.
Drugs?
What is your definition of a drug? Good ole Merriam-Webster says: “A drug is something and often an illegal substance that causes addiction, habituation, or a marked change in consciousness.” Needless to say, I do not agree with this definition. The definition should state a drug is a substance that could potentially cause addiction, habituation, or a marked change in consciousness. I...
Fuck, what was I thinking?
I’m utterly and completely disgusted by myself right now. I want to tear off my skin. I want to starve but of course, I just had to eat a yogurt. I just want to be beautiful. :(
